Back from church . Actually forgotten tdy is candlelight service . And , intend to go for expo alone . But kaili say want go jurong . I accompany her . Okay , there's only 5 of us . Wow . Sat w this guy , haha , was like so shy . He dont even dare to look at me . LOL . What am i talking ? Cried alot . Really alot , during worshipping , tears flow and flow . Half of me feel so relax and comfortable , Half of me feel so so depress . Pray and stuffs . Finally settle down . Heard abt th prisoners' reunion w their family , this is th first time Singapore did this event . Okay , they managed to sat down chat and chat . Th last event , where th prisoners have to carry their parents and race one round on th track see who's th fastest . Th prisoners did not run , but they walk slowly w their parents on their backs , weeping . Its really touching . They walked as slow as they could because this is th last moment w their family and they have to say byebye alr . Cried when pastor said this . Another one , there's this christian family from Asia , they went over to LA and live . I forgotten which part . Few weeks ltr , there's this plane or helicopter crashed directly down their house . Four of them died , th mother , mother in law , 2 daughter named Grace and Rachel :D . Father did not die , i guess he's outside or something . After that , he went prepare their funeral . At th church , he actually forgave th pilot and pray for his safety ! Everyone there cried . Cant believe he forgave someone who wipe out his whole family . Its really touching . There's more stories but im lazy to share . Its really amazing , its all by God . God gave us th love . God gives us th strength to love and forgive . Okay . After all these . Here's th candlelight . We light up each other's candle . Th whole auditorium was dark but filled w candles , its really amazing . Really very touched by th light . Not because someone light it up for me . But i knw , its because God will always give us th light when you're dark . Pray and pray . Cry and cry , im really on 'fire' . I can feel th heat inside me . I can feel th presence of God . There's always a voice inside me , telling me th things , keeping me alive . I wonder who tht voice is tht . It could be an illusion , or ?.. I dont knw . I only know tht i will follow what th voice says . And its always right . I knw God will send a helper to me . God will always be there for me . Yes , praise th Lord ! After that . Th fire died . And we go merry christmas ! WOOO . Wishing people merry christmas even though we dont knw them . Hahaha . Enjoyed this service tdy . Anqi really missed th fun . Okay , its a long post . Cause i really want th people around me to feel God and believe in God . I love saturdays :) Pictures !